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released June 15, 2016

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Ominar Halifax, Nova Scotia

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Ominar is the alternative pop project and music identity of Tawnie Lucas. Based in Halifax, NS.

You can contact Tawnie at: ominarmusic@gmail.com
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Track Name: Deer in the Dark
Such a long drive, in the middle of the night
All I could see were trees, and headlights
It was so wrong, a hit and run
You left me,
Cold on the ground

The lights in my eyes, a deer in the dark, you hit me, you hit me so hard
The lights in my eyes, a deer in the dark, you hurt me, you don’t care at all

So deceiving, I can hardly remember why I liked you at all,
I remember everything as a lie, cause that's all it was in the end
I’ve never woken up with such hate, shaking feeling used
I was crushed from the thoughtlessness, so fuck you
Track Name: Leaving
I’m going west
I’ll try my best

This town is slowly dying, I see it all the time
There’s people trapped here thinking
That this is it, it doesn’t have to be

There is a beauty here, it’s by the ocean
I’ll miss my family, it’s the hardest part
It’s the hardest part

I have to leave
There’s nothing left here for me
No job I wanna keep
No lovers holding onto me

I’m going west
I’ll try my best

I know these streets like the back of my hand
Those memories oh so happy we were then
I wanna learn a new city grid
Write my name in the fresh pavement

If I stay, then I’d
Be at risk of depression
Just like, so many of my friends
Where has the fun gone? it slipped away
There’s no reason for me to stay

I have to leave
There’s nothing left here for me
No job I wanna keep
No lovers holding onto me

I’m going west
I’ll try my best
Track Name: The Lake
Sometimes we meet up
Once in a blue moon

Sometimes I need you
I think that you need me too

We should just forget
The stress that consumes our lives

The warmth of a sunset
Your hand in mine

I want to sit by the lake
With your arms around me, with your arms around me
I want to drink by the lake
With your arms around me, with your ah ah oh oh

Sometimes we meet up
During our blackest days

And then I know that
You like it this way

We should just slow down
Leave our doubts behind

And take the time now
To feel fine
Track Name: Bad Thoughts
I have my dark days – It's getting worse by the minute
I need my head checked – I hope someone can fix this
And there’s thoughts in my mind
I can’t get them out, I can't get them out

It’s so so close – I feel it under my skin
It takes me so far down, - it's always pulling me in

All this evil around me
I need it to go away

Get out of my head
Get out of my bed

I think it’s over – I'm begging down on my knees
and then it comes right back – I should have known it would find me

It’s got a hold of my friends
oh we’re all so sad, we’re turning mad

A living nightmare – Could someone please wake me up
Where is the light switch on – I'm finding nothing

I need to fight these bad thoughts
and make them go away
Track Name: Sad Boy
I was waiting in my lace dress, waiting for you babe
Waiting for your next text
For when you’re at the door, but I didn’t know
You were passed out on the floor

You had too much last night
You showed up late with dead eyes

Cause you’re my sad boy, you’re my sad boy
You’ll always be this way
Cause you’re my sad boy, you’re my bad boy
You’re never here to stay

Are you better now my darling?
I just wanna help, but I know it’s pointless
These things they never change, it always ends the same
It always ends the same

Cause you’re my sad boy, you’re my sad boy
You’ll always be this way
Cause you’re my sad boy, you’re my bad boy
You’re never here to stay

We’ve been awake for hours
you've hardly sleep at all
We haven’t ate for days
And you just wait till I wake up
And you just wait till I wake up

we’re just wasting away, we’re just wasting away
Track Name: Something Good
Drag yourself out of bed
Give your life another chance

This is the only way, to tell you please don’t hurt yourself
This is the only way i know how to let it out

This is the only way, to tell you please don’t kill yourself
This is the only way i know, this is the only way

One day your smile will be real
You’ll actually feel
Something good, something good
Track Name: I Feel Like I'm Dying
I can't take this, all I feel is pain now
I won't be this, baby could you say how
I'll get through it, even though it seems impossible
I can see death, don't take me yet

I feel like I'm dying, can you find me in this mess
I feel like i'm crying, where is the medicine
I feel like I'm dying, give me some lime and gin
I feel like I'm crying, what is this hell I'm in

I can't take this, baby won't you heal me?
I can't take this, darling won't you hold me?

I feel like I'm dying, can you find me in this mess
I feel like i'm crying, where is the medicine
I feel like I'm dying, give me some lime and gin
I feel like I'm crying, what is this hell I'm in

(I can't take this)

Can you scare away my demons?
Can you bring me from the night?
And the darkness it keeps growing
The longest hours of my life
Track Name: Erase
You're now a memory, a fleeting feeling
I was so desperately needing, I was so desperately needing you

You said your cheeks hurt from smiling
I don't think you were lying
I enjoyed every moment, I enjoyed every moment with you

Sometimes I wish I could erase the feeling
Was it a view that was worth us seeing?

You felt like de-ja-vu
Like I already knew you, or I wasn't supposed to
When you were at my side, your tall slim body
Fit so perfectly next to mine, next to mine

Sometimes I wish I could erase the feeling
Was it a view that was worth us seeing?

You only haunt me at night
I guess you'll fade out in time
Track Name: Follow Me
Follow me if you please, come with me and you'll see
Follow me if you please, let's live by the sea
Won't you be crazy with me
Crazy with me, crazy with me, crazy with me

As you can see, I like to dance
And I like a man, with confidence
I only have the time, to live fast baby
You could make me fly, for a little while
If you hold me high, take the world as mine
I only have the time to live fast baby
Track Name: Chill Out
I’m that quiet girl, worried all the time
I keep it hidden well, a blackened state of mind
I need to make it to the top
and make it there to you, so I have to

Chill out
Let go of all your doubts
I tell myself, I tell myself

Facing fears, every single day
It does gets easier, maybe they will go away
When all the stresses and pressures are heavy
I shouldn’t worry, I know I'm ready

Chill out
Let go of all your doubts
I tell myself, I tell myself

I'll get so anxious over everything
Can’t really help it, but I won’t let it hold me down
Find some peace of mind
Embrace the buddha
You know I love ya

Chill out
Let go of all your doubts
I tell myself, I tell myself

It’s a battle,
A constant struggle
But I’m getting better